I've been truly happy the last few days. Its a really nice feeling. Maybe its the festive mood, maybe its the company. Nonetheless I'm glad that I'm smiling from the bottom of my heart =) I am looking forward to mj for one whole week YAY!!! Gonna have 5 hours of art lesson today.. will start to learn how to embrace it =) hahaha I'm in good spirits =)

8:56 PM

Nothing should have changed since 13.

11:17 AM

CNY CNY CNY!!!! Yay I love CNY.. Hopefully it comes quickly and never leaves. Think about all the food, red packet, food and food and food. =) YAY CNY!!!

6:33 AM

I have a boyfriend called Joon Wye. He is born on 29th of June and will be 24 this year. He has no siblings and is a typical cancer. Joonie is a nice young chap who is very good at acting innocent. His favourite pastimes include playing winning eleven, football manager and doing research on South America. He enjoys travelling and hates studying. Someday he hopes that he can be a talent scout, looking for potential Ronaldos in the making. Even though Joonie has a grumpy face, it does not relate to his real emotions. He cares for people even though he might not show it. I am lucky to get to know a boy like him. I love you deep deep deep.

6:27 AM

Leon is a boy that is 24 years old this year. He is born on 27th May and is a gemini. Leon has not much talents and is always playing winning eleven. In short he is as free and boliao as me. Sometimes when we get very bored, we will try and surf porn websites together. The most recent one being www.porn.com. Leon is my friend and if anyone is interested in him, I'm sorry but he has already been taken. Try again next year.

1:15 AM

I did my best
But I guess my best wasn't good enough
'Cause here we are back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We're back to being strangers
Wondering if we oughta stay
Or head on out the door

Just once can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong?
Why we never last for very long
What are we doing wrong?
Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right?
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
'Cause Lord knows we're not getting anywhere
Seems we're always blowing whatever we've got going
And seems at times with all we've got
We haven't got a prayer

Just once can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong?
Why the good times never last for very long
What are we doing wrong?
Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right?
And make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

Just once I want to understand
Why it always come back to good-bye
Why can't we get ourselves in hand?
And admit to one another
That we're no good with out the other
Take the best and make it better
Find a way to stay together

Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right?
Make the magic last for more than just one night
I know we can break through it
If we could just get to it

Just once

If we could get to it

Just Once...

5:26 AM

I've been living in the past and its tormenting me.

8:14 AM

Why is it that as time passes, we (or maybe just me) start to become more risk adverse? Time has slowly washed away my guts to venture into something unknown and stopped me from following my instincts. Every step taken has to be thought through over and over again, weighing the pros and cons, wondering about the repercussions that follow. Maybe this is what we call calculated risk. Perhaps with our years of education, our brain has been programmed to be analytical in every single aspect. Spontaneity is what makes our lives more exciting, but I chose to live otherwise. Are failures and mistakes such influential factors in our decision making process? Somehow that seems to be the case for me. Won't it be nice if I am able to gain back that daredevil spirit. After all, we live for the present. Worrying for the future can take a backseat for now.

8:08 AM